Is this it?

I haven’t updated in ages. And I haven’t been playing all that much either. It was probably a horrible idea to push my main character in an RP situation where he couldn’t be out in the Aion world fighting and questing and shit. 

And now I kind of really want to play but I can’t really RP until the current out-of-game RP is over. Sigh. RPing in game is one of my favorite things. 

And a huge chunk of my legion left because the legion wasn’t being very active and so that’s kind of depressing… so there’s no longer anyone I can really RP with anyway? 

I feel like I don’t really have anything to go back to. ‘Cause playing with friends was my main drive. 

And cry. 

I miss people. 

Hahhhhhhhhaaaa remember when I posted about not being scared of PvP anymore?

Things happened…

I got out of control…

OTL

 I yolo’d into Heiron last night as Elliot. Now if you might remember, every time I rifted into Elysea, I freak out and almost pee myself from fear. Because, I’m in enemy territory and rift buffs and I have no idea where the fuck I am. 

But this time! It was different. I ran around Heiron freely. I slaughtered a templar and roasted a chanter and I yolo’d around zombies and teamed up with wild Asmodians. And I didn’t feel anything physically. I wasn’t shaky or panicky. I was calm, cool and collected. I think rifting into Morheim as Nick helped me a lot. 

So good news, everyone!

It is official. I am over my fear of PvP.

I’m going back tonight.

nubstradamus:

So I decided to make a tumblr just for this. Right now I’m playing an MMORPG called “Aion.” I rolled a Warrior and then became a Templar to tank with my friends. Skip forward in time and as of this post I’m a level 37. Here’s where the purpose of this blog comes in. I do not like playing Aion. For so many reasons. Initially I decided to play it because it was going to be free in a few weeks, and I wanted to try a different flavor from what I’m used to (WoW). So far Aion has failed to impress me and I end up comparing the shortcomings of it to the superiority of WoW. I was going to use my time playing Aion as an excuse to see why WoW is still the superior gold standard MMORPG on the market right now. I decided now that I’ll try and post anything that seems to infuriate me to no end about this game as well as the overall journey. So here we go.

Time: 2:04am - Leaving Beluslan Fortress for the third time after getting killed by stupid Granks. Long walk is long. Speed scrolls suck. Killed Grank Fawns for their meat. Need to kill the bulls(?) for their meat too. Those are the ones who have that super broken skill of being able to call 5+ fawns to kill me.

Time: 2:10am - I hate the drop rates in this game. First Grank bull drops nothing. I need 15 of their meat. I have 3. Second bull drops meat. Third bull lets out the ominous “Shuu.” Thank god nothing happened this time. Made a mistake. Only needed 5 of their meats.

Time:2:13am - Quest completed. Yay. Another Quest from Gark. I hate you Gark. I have to kill Mossbears…again? Seriously? I JUST DID THIS YESTERDAY! Now it’s 30 mossbears and 7 huge mossbears. God, I hate this game.

Time: 2:17am - Doing the same damn quest. Only much more grindey.

Time: 2:22am - Resting now to refill life. Because Templars don’t have any kind of real out of combat heals like Paladins do in WoW. This is probably one of the more annoying features. 2:24 - Back to work.

Time: 2:27am - Resting again. 10/30 mossbears and 2/7 huge mossbears down.

Time: 2:30 - Back to work.

Time: 2:33 - Dead. Empyrian Armor was on cooldown and I didn’t have any potions. Another thing that bothers me about Aion is a lack of any graveyard. I hate having to respawn all the way back to my bind point when I die. In WoW you have graveyards scattered all over the place, many not too far from where you died. You can reach your body in no time and continue on. But with Aion, it’s almost like having to restart the checkpoint in any console game. Health full. Time to trudge back to the hunting grounds. Again. T_T

Time: 2:42 - Resting. Again. Game tells me I’ve been playing for 2 hours. Will probably call it a night soon.

Time: 2:45 - Rest. Every time I write it down, the more annoyed I get. I rest A LOT in this game. I need a better one handed weapon.

Time: 2:55 - More rest. Quest almost complete. Thinking about rewriting this whole post into something more prosey.

Time: 2:57am - Quest complete. No more quests from Gark. Time to move on.

Time: 3:00am - Killing Spriggles, for the millionth time. Asmodians really do hate Spriggles don’t they?

Time: 3:11am - Almost done killing Spriggles for the millionth time. Thinking about other things to put on this blog.

Time: 3:16am - Quest complete. Continuing until I hit 38.

Time: 3:31am - Probably made a mistake choosing to do a drop quest over a straight up kill quest. Drop rates aren’t great in this game either. I think I get a drop one every 3 enemies. It’s really not fun when that happens.

Time: 3:47am - Another quest completed. Time to turn it in.

Time: 3:49am - Have to kill Spriggles. Again. This time only 8.

Time: 4:00am - Resting for the last time tonight hopefully. Quest almost complete.

Time: 4:07am - Quest complete. Turned in. Reached level 38. Done for tonight.

Sir, why are you torturing yourself? 

I’m so amused by this because I had these quests very recently and got them finished no problem. I’m sorry this happened to you.

trinielsdirk:

so i won’t be on today or tomorrow more than likely.

Today I am very busy with Graduation from Highschool @_@ it’ll be in the evening and then stuff with friends and all that jazz so I’ll probably be active sunday or monday!!

til then many hearts for elliot and tristyn mwah mwah <3 <3 <3

U BOTH BETTER BE LEVEL 60 BY DA TIME I COME BACK!!1

challenge accepted

teamangry-tristyn:

Shhhh….

 ooc: I wrote a short fic for a challenge. Maybe you like it? I dunno. It was all I could come up with for this one that I could write fast enough

I’m literally shaking right now. PvP still freaks me out. I went through a rift and fought three different Elyos with another Sorcerer. At the same time. 

We didn’t die right away, either… but yeah, after a few minutes or so, we ended up dying.

After Elliot spawned back at the Oblisk, I realized I was just shaking. Just… shaking in my chair. Like I could barely hold my hand steady as I ran back to the rift. 

I logged out after I went back into Elysea, so I’m kinda afraid to log back in. 

Guys 

guys

I’m so bad at this.

Like omg.

Why does everything scare me.

;.;